So I’m about to be a father. All has changed.
I look at the world around me as if I were seeing it for the
very first time. I look as I have not in a long time. I no longer scan, sifting
through it all, deciding friend, foe, and landscape, over and over, without a
conscious thought and without end, just for the sake of the situational
awareness. No. I look, again. I’m back to being a child, on behalf of the one
to come - I look and I wonder: what is it? I know, I will be asked that
question a million times. Everything around me, without any distinct order, and
most certainly without exception, is, yet again, a subject of definition. I am
going to have to name every thing and describe every process within sight. And
I’d better do it without hesitation and I’d better do it right, ‘cause knowing
mommy and daddy – faking it just won’t do.
I must define the world; answer all whats and whys – at
random. Here I go.
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Beautifully written - looking forward to your new posts!
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